What Happens Next

Then I think back to what our friendship was and all the shit that happened and I immediately know not to call. 

I mean he is here because one of my uncles is currently fighting for his life at a hospital in la jolla. 

two pieces of information that I had to find out from my sisters best friend who also happens to be my aunt. 

I am sick and tired of trying to reach out to that side of the family, but they do nothing in return. 

I’ve said this before, but I think it’s time for me to only keep contact with the people I actually talk to and stop trying to reach out to others since apparently they don’t care enough to actually try and reach out to me. 

the first thing she said was, “you need a boyfriend to do all these cute things with” 

at first I thought “how rude of dis bitch” then I realized that she was half right. so then I was sad the rest of the day and so i went to the store and it was full of cute adorable couples, so i bought food and ate my feelings cause i am “FOREVER ALONE” 

It’s just this vibe she gives off. it’s weird she has this personality that does not seem likable. 

I defo tried to pretend like I didnt know who he was but he said too me “I thought you had two kids, where is your other one” I was like WTF is this dude talking about. 

turns out that this girl saw me a couple weeks ago with ladybug and noodle bug so she assumed they were my kids. She then talked to a couple people and said she saw me with two kids so they all assumed they were mine. once this was all set straight he tried to start a conversation. I being the bitch that I am was like “it was really nice seeing you, but i’ve got some errands to run before my next school pick up so i’ve got to go byeee” and literally walked off. We all know that i didn’t have errands to run I just didn’t want to talk to one of the douchebags from high school.

I miss hanging out with you. I miss that day your were screaming at people out of my car. or that time were they though you were in just your underwear at the store. Remember when we went to legoland, that was a fun day. I miss meeting up with you at warped tour. I miss texting stupid shit to each other. It’s weird but every time I hear that song I think of you and all the memories come back. I just miss being friends with you. 

I recently bought a new bra so I decided to wear it today. Well I apparently have never seen myself with cleavage. I was sitting in the cafeteria waiting for my class to start when the guy sitting in front of me and myself get distracted by my own cleavage. Poor guy turned tomato red when I caught him staring at my boobs. He then packed up his shit and ran away. I left as well or else someone would have thought I was crazy cause I was holding in my laughter so bad.